Sunday is NEAR!!!

*sob* *sob*

SUNDAY is TOMORROW!!!! I dunno...its like....i dun knw if I can do my dance...i mean....ugh! disaster..I practices dancing a dance I was not supposed to! I mean...its like...I can dance 1 until 3rd song....but then...they swapped the 3rd and the 4th...so i did practiced for the 4th!!booohooo!!!!!!! sob sob.....and one more reason is that..I ald made a deal...if by Sunday...HE still dun talk 2 me.....then I will probably give someone the chance....but it feels so sad doing it! coz....I dunno if its just that easy...so yeah..my friend said test the guy if he really like me.....if he can w8 4 two months 4 me, then he really like me...but if he can't then.....he is nt worth of my time....so yeah...if by Sunday(which is tomorrow) he still dun talk 2 me....I might consider.......the guy here.....but...i really........like......the...one....i....want...to.....talk...to...me.....by......tomorrow.......
so yeah! so PLEASE! TALK 2 ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!or else.....booohooo.....

bt....then...I said to this friend..that sometimes...I feel like....THAT GUY dun really like me.....
she said yeah......so i asked her of she agree......


and she said............




sort of..................




my heart broke into millions of tiny pieces that time.......that moment......its like................the world..............and my heart....................and THOSE dreams................they all shattered around me..........inside me............and I could not do anything but feel helpless................


not like I am blaming the girl.....................


but I need.....................assurance from THAT GUY.......................



then I will now whether to HOLD ON AS TIGHTLY AS I AM HOLDING ON NOW...............
or.......................



I hate to say this but......................



TO LET GO................................



so I hve to talk him before I make a wrong decision.......................

I hve gone too far to turn back now................


I have fallen tooo deeep already that it would be hard to go back again....................



so tell me......................



do you still love me????????



should I hold on? or let go(which i NEVER want to do)?????????????


and PLEASE answer me before SUNDAY!



and you told me once...that u feel like I don't care about you......but u r WRONG! coz I care....... and I care because....................................................



I.Love.You









catherinejoyloves!