ok...just nw gt my report book liao....at frst i was upset about it.....then during modern dance....people were telling me it was good and dun fret over it.....yada.....yada,.....so yeah.....then before PNP, I did nt want to go to church coz very pain mah! then...during PNP, God's presence was really there...I mean...........
Pastor Rose:let's all think of the good things the Lord had done for us.....in our lives.....etc....
and then I was like.....thinking....
and suddenly...I realised....there's a lot to thank for....
my life, my friends, my family, and the most important thing....he chose to call me as his own....I have a lot.....
and then...I feel like......I heard sth...or smeone said....
"why are u nt content about the things that you have? most people want to have what you have now..........ur marks....it was good..and yet,...u still complain....people are lower than you....and all that.......and also....body pain? Joy.........most people are not even able to walk....they are disabled.....but yet..they still thank God.....and you? and etc...."
then it was a big OUCH for me,.....coz its true...I hve been complaining and complaining....oblivious that ppl around me want to hve what I have.......and yet......I still...dare to complain and they can give thanks! and I dun really think i even deserved what I had gotten......
its like....I "forgot" about God and...all that.....but yet....
THE STEADFAST LOVE OF THE LORD NEVER CHANGE! IT IS NEW EVERY MORNING!
and he pours blessing upon blessing on me........
I should thank him instead of getting upset over those things!!!
thank you Holy Spirit for rebuking me!!!
and after PNP....a lot of people received a vision.......that a lot of people are coming to GFM worshipping the LORD and we are moved to a big place! and the Lord was like telling me......we should do sth about it first....which is to be the farmers in the harvestfield...to be fishers in the sea......
so yeah...
catherinejoyloves!:)
Saturday, March 27, 2010
A REBUKE!
Posted by ThatGurl at 12:13 AM