I cannot do it...

I cannot forget you
You're always on my mind
Its not that I can't take it.
Its just that
I am worried...
what if you don't feel the same way as I do?
what if you don't miss me as much as I miss you?
I cannot even think of it.
You said you love me
Do you still feel that way?
What if you already do not feel that same way?
I miss you more each day.
I hope we can talk again the same way as we did before
Talking to you makes my day complete.
My day just seems so complete after just seeing a message from you.
I do not know what is happening to me.
But for the sake of IT, I would do anything
My friends are already noticing the change in me
they are saying I am like so EMO now
I am not like this before.
that is why I am trying to be as happy as I can
even though deep inside
my mind is full of things about you
your name, your words, everything
just hearing and seeing your name
makes all thoughts of you coming back inside my head
why do I feel this way?
is this the feeling called.........?????catherinejoyloves!:)