They said that everything happens for a reason. The bad ones in life, they happened for a reason...and after that, there will be a lesson learned? Is this it? Is this the lesson of it?
After breaking up with you, I was hurt. Like, last time, I could just get up, and move on. But it was not like that for you. It was...harder. Much harder. I did not know what to do. Felt like the world was gonna end. I thought I was going to be sick...like fever and stuffs.... then yeah. I just... really loved you. I'm still learning to let go. Then just moments ago, you were talking about her. How fun it is being with her. Yeah. It killed me. So ouch! But I am not that strong. But afterwards, I realized, is this my lesson learnt? To be brave(or try to be) while listening to you talking about her like your whole world revolves around her? Is that it? That's my lesson?? Wow! I can't believe it! You taught me a lot of lessons I never knew I would learn.
That I could do my best to be strong and brave as I listen to you talking to me about her...how fun she is...and stuffs.
Thanks for yet another lesson learned....
catherinejoyloves!:)