I feel like I'm being paranoid....

sigh....feel like being paranoid....
Its just that, I've not been having a piece of mind lately...
I feel like everyone is taling bad things behind my back, even my bestfriends(its just sth I feel, I dont say that you do that)
Then I feel like I'm losing everything, like slowly, everything's being taken away from me..
Him, his time. We seldom talk. And it hurts. I dont blame you.....you can't help it that you're ill...
Then my friends, I feel like I'm being replaced...slowly, they're all being taken away....I mean, making their distance away from me.
Then my grades, they go down and down that I feel like I'm gonna lose my insanity thinking that all the efforts are not being paid...
Then what else? I just feel like nobody wants to be my friend. Like nobody ever wants to talk to me. Like they're using me.
Sometimes, I don't feel loved. It makes me want to cry my heart out. I need a voice that will tell me that its going to be fine. That I'm loved. That I'm wanted and not needed. That I'm useful and with a purpose and not being used. That I'm precious in his/her eyes. To tell me that what I'm saying is not true! That I'm just feeling all this and its not real! I need comfort! I need love! I need everything back! :( My friends, him, my loved ones....I need....A Piece of Mind. God! help me. This I pray. This I ask. Please. This, I beg you.


catherinejoyloves!:(