Music

Music is my sweetest escape....

hey guys....changed songs....hmmm..hope y'all will like it!!! byes!

catherinejoyloves!:)

Memories of You

Just now, even though I knew he was not here, not online, I still opened the new window for conversation, then when I was looking at the email address, suddenly, memories started to form inside my head. The first time we talked, which led us to our little arguments, the way I used to hate you for being "The Mysterious Guy", the silence for almost a year, when she told me he likes me, when I found out about it from him, when the like started to develop to love, then from one sentence messages to one long essay to say, the way he says he loves me, when he says he misses me, when he cant talk to me for a month, realizing that I've already fallen for him too,small arguments to quite big fights, circumstances(like his situation, those who are against us), then yeah. I felt tears coming so I just closed the window, I don't even know why, but yeah..... I've no idea. :( I just miss him and all.....

"Love is not about finding someone you can live with, but rather, it's about finding someone you can't live without."

catherinejoyloves!:)

I feel like I'm being paranoid....

sigh....feel like being paranoid....
Its just that, I've not been having a piece of mind lately...
I feel like everyone is taling bad things behind my back, even my bestfriends(its just sth I feel, I dont say that you do that)
Then I feel like I'm losing everything, like slowly, everything's being taken away from me..
Him, his time. We seldom talk. And it hurts. I dont blame you.....you can't help it that you're ill...
Then my friends, I feel like I'm being replaced...slowly, they're all being taken away....I mean, making their distance away from me.
Then my grades, they go down and down that I feel like I'm gonna lose my insanity thinking that all the efforts are not being paid...
Then what else? I just feel like nobody wants to be my friend. Like nobody ever wants to talk to me. Like they're using me.
Sometimes, I don't feel loved. It makes me want to cry my heart out. I need a voice that will tell me that its going to be fine. That I'm loved. That I'm wanted and not needed. That I'm useful and with a purpose and not being used. That I'm precious in his/her eyes. To tell me that what I'm saying is not true! That I'm just feeling all this and its not real! I need comfort! I need love! I need everything back! :( My friends, him, my loved ones....I need....A Piece of Mind. God! help me. This I pray. This I ask. Please. This, I beg you.


catherinejoyloves!:(

I love you

Two weeks..... hmmmmmm... I love you the most! :D





catherinejoyloves!:)

it's over!

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!! tomorrow's our 5th month!!! that's so long already! If I dont manage to talk to him tomorrow, I'll really die!!!!!! Well, I dont really have much to say anymore...... I'm so inlove!!!:D


catherinejoyloves!:)

A post

nothing..just for fun..long time no post...I'm still alive and need to revise for exams!!! argh!!!! :(catherinejoyloves!:)