sians...missing someone so badly :( if u thnk its shary, well yeah i miss her...bt i dun mean her...ha-ha...

sigh...why oh why do u hve to be so mysterious? its like..yeah..ur past...it was difficult...in fact, i admire u that at least u could appear strong on the outside..though deep inside it hurts...bt still, maybe if it happened 2 other people, they would hve done sth really stupid...bt seriously, i cant make u forget about ur past yeah....bt at least, just know that I would always be here for YOU...its like, u said a lot of people try to read u bt then they fail, u said u dun wan me to, but then....help me not to? lower than ur walls at least a little? coz...it just feel like.....it hurts, I thnk that u treat me just like THOSE people...like, I'm nothing that special...i dunno...i wan u to be happy, for your sake, i know its hard...bt at least try to....i just want to know more and more about you..so please..allow me to at least make u happy...bt how would i be able to do that if know a little about the root of ur unhappiness and i dont know what will make u happy....i love you...i care for you...allow me.....please...for me?


I miss you
I love you
I care for you


I know your busy....I understand....

days suck without u :(

catherinejoyloves!:)