hey hey hey yeah!

I'm tired...a lot of things going on...need to practice 6 dances for church and one for school...dear Lord, help me!!!!!!

oh Happy Father's Day dad!!! I may not get to tell you this but I'm blessed to have you as my dad..I'm sure a lot of people would want to be standing at where I am..having a dada like you and all...yeah..thanks for everything!

and yeah...finally talking again...really missed it...just now in church, tita Ara asked me if I was in love, and i said yeah..then she asked me what if someone ask me to be his girlfriend..and I was like...er..tita, I'm taken...haha....and tita Shirley asked me "joy..u have a boyfriend right?" and i was like "how u knw?" then she said i posted it in facebook..so i ended up admitting...then tita Rose asked me the same... >.< and yeah.....sigh....people had been asking me for the latest gossip...haha!


hmmm...yeah..and you, young man, hmmm...what should I say? I love you...and you already know that :) but I never gets tired of saying it..coz the more I say it...the more I mean it! :) I love you :) and I miss you:) so much... and you read my blog...but I got nothing to read on yours...update your blog b***..... :)

guess that's all...going to Jurong Point to buy shirt for anniversary and buy a new bag for school....ok... I got a few more minutes left....but I need see something else...hmmm......ok....


bye bye pipz! till the next thing!

catherinejoyloves!:)

hey....belated happy first month...supposed to be yesterday..so sad you're not here.. :( but yeah..nevermind..I love you...wish more months to come...

you're my one and only

hey baby..heard you're not well again..heard that something bad happened to you..please...stay strong and get well..as soon as possible..I will always be here...waiting for you..I wish we were not this far...if only you were nearer...I want to feel your lips on mine..to feel your arms protectively around me...I want you to still love me just as before..I love you wherever you are...Get well soon..for me? You're the only guy who has ever made me feel this way..You're my only guy...my one and only...the one who gave the meaning of love...you gave me the whole reason to love...you let me love and be loved...truly, love is not about finding someone you can LIVE WITH...BUT its about finding who you cannot LIVE WITHOUT...

You will always be the one who owns my heart...take my heart..its all yours...



I love you...I miss you...I need you. Here.

now I knw what you meant when you said you did not know how long it would take...and if I cant wait, just let go...but...its hard to let go you know...very hard...I'm sure you won't be able to as well...its not waiting for nothing...I'm sure if you would be back, every moment waiting was worth it..





catherinejoyloves!:)

Pictures speak louder than words....

catherinejoyloves!:)

R U 4 reaL????????







catherinejoyloves!:)

I was so bored today that.....

I just went to facebook....looked at pictures...planned to go out but dont know where..then after that went to buy lunch...after lunch read book....then bathe...after bathe read book...so altogether i read 2 thick books...so tomorrow...I dont care i want go somewhere...but still dont know that somewhere :( and nobody to go out with! wtf! i just wished i could tallk 2 him.... but idk...something's been bothering me...sigh...i just dont knw..i dont want to jump to conclusions....been waiting...bt nvm..guess that's enough for today...im in no mood............................ very bad mood................ bye!



Love yah.
Miss yah.


catherinejoyloves!:)

tired

sigh...woke up this morning my both legs were so painful :( so yeah...then danced in church bt then my skrt was loose>.< so did nt manage to finish one dance...ha-ha-ha....so yea...went to Nathan's bdae party after that....it was fun yeah....sigh...i wore high heeled shoes so now my feet in likso super painful! sigh.....he havnt reply me yet :(



I miss you.
I love you.




catherinejoyloves!:)

you dont want me to worry about u?

how could I not be worried if you're so sick? I care for you...like a lot.....I wish you were here....with me....then it would be a lot better for both of us....I also wait for you....but i would nt mind coz i know that there's still other way i could talk to you..how do you expect me to let go???????? i ask u, can u bear if I let go?????? can you?





I love you.


catherinejoyloves!:)

sians...missing someone so badly :( if u thnk its shary, well yeah i miss her...bt i dun mean her...ha-ha...

sigh...why oh why do u hve to be so mysterious? its like..yeah..ur past...it was difficult...in fact, i admire u that at least u could appear strong on the outside..though deep inside it hurts...bt still, maybe if it happened 2 other people, they would hve done sth really stupid...bt seriously, i cant make u forget about ur past yeah....bt at least, just know that I would always be here for YOU...its like, u said a lot of people try to read u bt then they fail, u said u dun wan me to, but then....help me not to? lower than ur walls at least a little? coz...it just feel like.....it hurts, I thnk that u treat me just like THOSE people...like, I'm nothing that special...i dunno...i wan u to be happy, for your sake, i know its hard...bt at least try to....i just want to know more and more about you..so please..allow me to at least make u happy...bt how would i be able to do that if know a little about the root of ur unhappiness and i dont know what will make u happy....i love you...i care for you...allow me.....please...for me?


I miss you
I love you
I care for you


I know your busy....I understand....

days suck without u :(

catherinejoyloves!:)

my body just can't take it any more!

man! i feel like i goin collapse! as in my body is just so painful! 8 hours of all those merciless dances????puh-leaze! its just so annoying! sigh...as in like...did a lot of practice..then most people which i not gonna say who are just so unfair! they also dont dance perfectly and yet they want us to be perfect?! what's that? some kind of stupid jokes? puh-leaze lah!get a life! its like our b*** was just so painful! like make a V-shape splitting in the air with leg straight? only the instructor could do that! they look at other people's mistakes and being blinded by their own? oh c'mon! like wtff is that? u can rest there and slack while we work our a**es off??? g-damn loh! well..too much for my anger...


good thng today the instructor was not in bad mood! we thought no push-ups or sit-ups! but holey sh*t! push-ups and sit-ups again lor! our bodies hvnt recovered from yesterday yet lei! wah lao! then yeah..now whole body is so painful!


btw, this morning, parents woke me up at 7:20 again...then went sleep..wake up, thought its ald 8:30..quick bath and etc etc..reacher school at "9:01"..nobody in the room, went to hall, locked. went AVA room, no people. went to stuff room see wafa...


Me: eyyy, today no modern dance???
Wafa: got lah!
Me:then where are they?
Wafa: that one 9 o'clock what!
Me: now what time?
Wafa: dunno, 8 sth i thnk

then i checked my phone..bl**dy f***ing f***! only 8:05!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i went canteen eat brekfast lor...then the day went on and on...yeah...



ok...that's all...hahaha....

beautiful? nah....

well...ok..gtg...bye bye pipz!

MISS YOU LOADS SHAREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D



ok! till the next thng! bye!

catherinejoyloves!:)

modern dance

ugh! I am so damn freaking exhausted! just now, morning, my parents woke me up at 7:20...then i slept again and woke up at 8:30! modern dance was supposed to start at 9! and i was like"sh*t!deadmeat!" so yeah..quickly bathe and all that...but then still late..on the way to school I was humming a Christian song called "The Lord Reigns"..and The Lord Bless Me! the door to the dance was not yet opened! it was still closed and they were still waiting for Mrs Loh to come! whoa! and lucky got dental appointment! geez quite pain sia! hehe..so yeah..during the first 3 hours...we just did WARM-UPS! crazy! normal CCA day..CCA is just supposed 2 be 3 hours! warm-up and dance combined! then after that went for lunch...then from 1-4:45 we did dance! man it was just so damn confusing!!!!!! :o dance this, count that and blah blah blah...so yeah.. the dance was quite ok but the teacher wants everythng 2 be PERFECT! siao..first day only eh >.< then from 4:45-5, it was "torture" time...we did altogether 80 push-ups, 80 sit-ups and all other exercice which i'm not keen to know what they are called..so yeah...went home exhausted to the max!!!!! and at least he replied! finally! so yeah..lightened up my mood...thanks a lot :) so...hmm...yeah..guess that's all for today lor...tomorrow modern dance again :( deadmeat!

Shary leaving tonight:( will miss her TTM!



kays...till the next post

catherinejoyloves!:)